my experiences with love

this is my second one in line. dunno how many of u will actually want to read this. but i wanted to write about this for a long time. now its is here.

i never wanted to fall in love. actually i never believed in love untill last 6 months. had a wonderful life until last 6 months. it is hard to describe your feelings as it is here when i know that she will be the first one to read this and maight be the only one. this is my story before i fell in love.

now the interesting part. after i fell. we were great friends and used to share almost everything with each other. but it never struck me that we could be in for life. on that day we mwt in hospital so see a common frnd who was admitted there. it was afternoon time. we could see the sea from the window. i was sitting on couch and she was beside me. i was getting bored there. suddenly i looked at her and into her eyes. i could see her eyes were speaking her heart. they were demanding assurance from me. at one glance at her eyes i understood that now its over. now she is in love with me. now my days are over. no more flirting with other girls. thats what came to my mind first. u can see the product of perverted mind. later in the night i called her and told her what i saw. at first she was shocked then finally admitted that i was correct. then came the worst moment of life. she asked me do i also fell the same. i was so overwheelmed by the fact that someone could actually fall in love me that i completely forgot that this was gonna come up and what am i gonna do. i didnt believe in love till that time. i couldnt submit to the fact that someone has to be in for life. i couldnt believe myself walking past a group of sexy girls and not flirting with them. i said NO. thats it. next week was the aorst by far in life till now. problem was that i also had same feelings for her but wanted to escape them somehow. i didnt want to fall in love. then one week of lot of crying and unlimited senti scenes and all kinda stuff happened. then finally on dec 14 it was evening time i guess 8pm i told her what i exactly felt for her. next dya we met and i saw her that happiness in her eyes which i will never forget. to see that happiness i would hva e fooled myself and told her a lie also. but thankfully didnt have to that.

since then almost 5 months have passed. every morning she wakes me up. and i dont het up easily. she shouts at phone. she pushe me to do my work. clean my room. and take bath and wash clothes and what not. but i nicely escape from most of them somehow. we meet we discuss about everything. i am having a wonderfultime till now. i get so much pleasure and satisfaction in taking care of her that i never got before.

falling in love has been the most wonderful thing that has happened to me in last few years. and more so when i know that she is perfect for me ( dunno if she also feels the same).