we men ... i tell u !!!!!!

We men ... i tell u
are such stupids
that we don't value feelings
all we think about are things
of materialistic or physical importance

We men ... i tell u
are such babies
that when we have any problem
we want her to listen and be patient
and support us

We men ... i tell u
are such idiots
that when she has some problem
we condemn it by saying it is silly

We men ... i tell u
have so much to learn
from them
but we think we r supreme
and that we know everything

We men ... i tell u
just keep saying i m there for u
but rarely understand the meaning
and to make things worst
we don't make any effort to understand

We men ... i tell u
are such morons
but then y do they still love us ?
how can they still live with us ?

Taare Zameen Par

Watched it twice till now... really love TZP... this question always bothered me why does this society wants or rather enforces everyone to become engineer, doctor, manager etc.... although the movie didn't address this aspect properly... but still fantastic effort from an amateur director.... movie definitely had effect

the ZS chapter opens up

it was 6th december noon time when i was working in offie and suddenly got a mail from the ZS hr that my cell number is not reachable. Then Arun told her my new number and within half an hour I got a call from her. Thus started the process. And before I could realize everything was over and I got an offer from ZS on 14th. This is the first thing I like about ZS. I have been interviewed with other big firms like AMex, UBS etc. But all took much much longer than this. ANd this was also the only one in which i knew almost everything I was asked. It was gr8. I look forward to a gr8 career ahead a ZS.

i am eternally a fun loving person & i am alive

yes...... i see things....i appreciate beauty......just today i put new wallpaper and i as soon as i saw i realized that the camera used was awesome the resolution is amazing.... and the photographer is highly skilled... not everyone can take that picture....its a photo of a leaf with water droplets on it... i could see round water droplets and even the magnified hairs of the leaf due to the difference in refractive index of air and water.... because i am an engineer too.... nice realization... yeah man awesome !!!!!!! suddenly i feel rejuvenated... spirits have become high.... i am a member of that clan which i always wanted to be... but i want to be something else... something better... thats life my dear...

and about the fun fun loving part... its 2:32 am and i am not sleeping... (not because i slept in evening though ;) )..... i am listening to songs... coming back to life.... smells like teen spirit.... some on the water.... high hopes..... final countdown.... zombie...... etc. and planning to goto pub tomorrow (tomorrow is Saturday hurray !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)........ but if i am so fun loving then why i am writing this here.... there is nothing new with loving fun... then why do i need to preserve such times.... i have no idea......

how bad i can become

this is a mail written by someone very close..... i have kept it on blog so that whenever i read it .. it will remind me of about how bad i can become sometimes....

you are the one who is pained 365/7 for some reason or the other..roj roj ka natak tumhara hain mera nahin. har baat ko lekar pained ho jaana tumhaara kaam hain.

i dont understand anymore wat is wrong with u..as long as u were in the other company u were pained, then u were pained for a job, then till u wrote gmat u were pained...now again ur pained.wat the fuck is wrong with u? why cant u stop looking at everything and everyone like as though ur getting the raw end of the deal? they cut ur pay...accept it. wats the point of going on crying about it and making an issue.....when u make a mistake..learn to face the consequences. dont think u can do wat u feel like doing and the world should just put up with u without saying or doing anything in return....it doesnt work that way. and for the nth time im telling u...just cos ur from iit..the world is not going to be a bed of roses for you..u will be treated the same way the rest of us are treated....so stop comparing urself to iitians..its not going to help.
and yes i was pissed with you..cos i had an awful day and all u could talk about was that stupid girl and then even after u knew i was upset ...u send me a msg abt sending a mail to amit. not about asking me wats wrong or why or watever...but some stupid mail u want to send to amit....

i mean its the height of self centredness...u cant think about anything or anyone else beyond urself...and im fed up. its ok with me most of the time...i adjust...but at times when i need u like the other day.....ur lost in ur own world. i may need u for the silliest of reasons..i mean my problems may be stupid, childish immature watever..but they are there..and i need you too. this relationship cant be a one way thing..where im supporting u all the time..and im left to support myself too.....

this is all wat ive been thinking baout since past two days...i dint tell u cos i dint think u were ready to listen. u think that all i do is find fault in u...and for your information..im not angry with u everyday...tell me the last time i was angry with u...


all i can say is that i dont want to be like this.... forgive me if you can... i am sorry

i am getting senti

see the photos on right... we look so happy... she is the person who has changed my life, my lifestyle. she is the person i love. she is someone very special for me. we have had so many different kinds of talk on phone. fights, love talks, gen talk, timepass, some serious discussions, i love talking to her. but due to some prob now we cant talk on phone. :-(

this is bad. i dont like this. i dont want this.
but i cant help this.

we cant meet, we cant talk. so now we will mail each other. thats so sad. but i just want all this non sense to get over fast.

dont know what else to write.

new twist in my life

Long time..ya i am writing a blog after a long time....

when i created this blog i thought it is supposed to record every happening in my life... but i never gave it an opportunity to do so :-)

anyways, i want to record this day in my life. i hope to come back to it sometime and then check out my feelings about career, love, and other aspects of life at this time.

i could not sleep last night. thanks to GMAT prep. i am writing GMAT in one month's time and right now i am in mid way of prep. initially i used to think math is gonna be a cake walk for me. but now i have realised that i have to put in equal amount of effort in both math and verbal ( after getting royally screwed in some tests i wrote recently). so what do i do. i practice. more practice. and more practice. i know i can never reach perfection. but still i will do my best. lets see what fate has in store for me.

I am writing GMAT because i want to get into finance. After working for a year in this field, i realised that this is is something which i find challenging and worth working on it for rest of my life. so i am trying to get into a decent MS finance course in US or elsewhere. i have made a list but thats only of whatever i could find in 1 months time. so it will have to get screened lot of time before i finally start applying.

After GMAT there are many more road blocks set. i have to get 3 recommendation letters. ( i know this getting boring to read, but none the less as i said i am trying to record whatever runs in my mind now a days). after that SOP, a big pain.

my love life is going on sweet as usual. i am loving it. everyone told me that there are gonna be lot of big fights and not many could be recoverable. but thanks to GOD till now i didnt have any fatal fights. i met her last month. she is the same. she has become everyone for me. my friend, my mother, a patient ear when i have to say something, and lots more and not to mention my life partner. but radio city says " Love is Blind, But Marriage is a REAL EYE OPENER ". lets see. all that is at the next level in my life. i mean when i reach next level in my career.

my bro is in US and is coming back next week. i am so happy for him. he was in vegas. and had loads of fun. he went to hollywood, grand canyon and of course all around LV. and hopefully next year also he will go thr. anyways i wish he has a really successful career. not a bumpy ride like I did. mu parents also went to US for 3 weeks. They had great time thr. I feel so happy for them. I want to take them on a world tour. Hopefully someday i will be able to do so.

I am finding the new job in mumbai to be okay. just a normal office job. nothing too good nothing too bad. i am getting a decent salary(atleast i think so).

Next week i am shifting to my new flat(no my, but i have rented it for a year). I am really excited about it. it is a new flat and billion times better than the place i currently stay in. huge rent and huger security deposit. i had to take loan from office to pay it ( had to = zero saving in one year of being a working professional).

what else... i guess these are pretty much the things which replicate my mind as of now.

hope i get a good gmat score.
hope i get into a good university.
hope my love is always happy and i am ready for marriage before it is too late.
hope my bro goes thr again or someplace better and finds a very very good job.
hope my parents are very happy and i can give them all the happiness in this world.

time will tell which hopes will convert into reality and which ones do not.